To my very memorable friend who I always love to annoy his day for almost everyday.

"I have a question!"

"I have a complaint!"

"I have a concern!"

"I have a confession!" (Which I actually did not say 😂 because this is my confession)

This is my peace offering for only and no one but you.

I'm sorry for ruining your day for almost everyday. I'm just comfortable talking with you for almost everyday even though I feel that you just want me to shut up and say "don't talk anymore".

I'm sorry for throwing not so funny jokes. But please, try to observe those people from your circle. You're not so hard to approach, my dear friend. You even taught me and my colleagues to identify unstated needs and hidden emotions and you did not noticed that with your dearest friend, which is me, was actually not in her own self since the first day of their nesting. She did not mean her words back then about quitting and "wrap up" but she's actually telling you something that cannot be spoken in words because it hurts her a lot and trying to keep it to herself.

Since this is the last week, your dearest friend is hoping to get to know about you more than she knew about you.

She's maybe a very annoying from your circle but she really cares whenever she saw you sad and not in yourself. Even when you're hungry and you cannot help yourself but to starve or when you can't get enough sleep because of your very complicated way of living. Well, your friend has the same situation as you before she became your trainee. So if you think no one from the group understand how hard your job is, you're very wrong. She's there, quietly observing everyone specially you. The you who she never thought as her father but as a senior colleague and a friend. Remember when she asked you "are you going to join superdad?" and you just said: "NO" ｜nfat｜ (You will never know how happy she is when you acknowledged her as "friend" [exact verbiage that time: 'hi friends'])

But she really had a very important and highlighted complaint, "You really don't acknowledge me, ah. I'm always standing in your front while greeting you but you only, and always, greet those behind me. Though you just said hours ago that you're going to respond even when you're just a meter away. Like, what's the problem of that hooman?"

Thank you as always. It was really a great experience where our paths crossed. I wonder when are we going to meet again....to annoy you. 😂 愛してる友達!

#sorryformygrammar

#secretmessage

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おめでとうございます諏訪部順一さん

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